I feel like I need to let this off my chest even here, since I'm getting more familiar with the platform;

I've had a never ending frustration for the past 5 months, after my Youtube channel of around 3k subs was closed for a apparent "circumvention" that was caused by the HACKING of my even older channel, so basically this isn't the first time I happen to lose something I gave all my soul to in so little time.

On Feb the 1st of 2025 my Youtube Channel where I posted all my innocent (Starter Squad related) animations was gone, and I found out the moment I came back home from school.

I know this seems stupid but I think I'll never forget that day; my mom even wanted me to kick me out of the house for how I reacted 😅😅

But anyways what I wanted to focus on the most was to talk about how I'm really not animating like I used to due to my mental health and the lack of motivation and how little it takes to destory a future career.

Again, I'm so ashamed to speak about this, but it left me devastated.

My mother doesn't really believe in my dream, so by becoming famous I wanted to show her and everyone else I could've done it!

And this whole thing is partially the reason I'm starting to upload more of my stuff on NewGrounds.

The "injury" is of course still open, and I hope to get better soon as I'm currently in therapy, gotta specify it's not only because of this, but I was already mentally unstable before the incident soo yeah this SUCKS!!!! UGH!!!!

I wanted this to be a callout on the Youtube platform and Youtube Support too because why are you letting a robot take down channels. Why wouldn't you believe a literal KID didn't try to share any cryptophishing spam (talking about my first ever channel) 😭.

Just needed to let this out in some way SORRY I AM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS...! And I'm also a little awkard tee bee aych...!

I just wish to get justice. Sigh

I'm not gonna re-read this because I'm corny and lazy and I think I'm alr embarassing myself enough with this

bye guys i love starter squad btw